Right now.. Nothing is seeming to go my way. I am caught in a perpetual waiting game. Not one.. But two. TWO WAITING GAMES! It is starting to piss my ass off. Not starting. My ass is officially pissed off. Usually I lead a charmed life. Hard work, preparation, and my winning charm get me what I want most of the time on time. If I don't get it, I sit back on my haunches and make it happen. Well.. Right now.. It seems like the universe is trying to teach me a lesson. I'm not amused. During your twenties is when you learn hard lessons. You have more energy for foolishness then. Once you hit your thirties, there should be a stride hit where you don't suffer so damn much. I mean come on. Did I kill a bunch of people in my past life? Did I kick little children? (in this life I want to kick them but I refrain) I was under the impression that all of my karmic debt was settled in full with an abominable marriage under my belt and all those experiences I lived through in my twenties. Hell. I felt my life could pretty much go on cruise control as I slide into the twilight of my life. Obviously not! I still have things to clear out of my cosmic closet because I am not getting my way. Grrrr! All of my plans hinge on one thing. This is not like me because I am the empress of having plan B, C, D, E, and F. So, I have decided to take my fate into my own hands and out of others who are attempting to hold it in their perfunctory hands. As of today, I am going to stop walking around pissed off like a wet cat. I will dry myself off and move on to opportunities more conducive to my goals. A note to those who squandered my precious time, please feel free to choke. TY.