I am sleeping.. A LOT.. Actually I have nickanmed myself the Napster and Puppykins is Naparoo. I know sleeping is a side effect of depression. I understand and accept this.
Every day I spend in Texas my soul dies a little bit more. Fixing my situation is not moving as quickly as I would like. However, I don't want to spend all sorts of time focusing on poor me bullshit.
So I sleep.. And I dream of a better reality. I color my dreams to be what I want my life to be. In my dreams I am happy. So I sleep to be content.
One day I will find out first hand what Dr. Seuss means. Till then. I will be sleeping for in that sleep of death what dreams may come. Dreams of freedom, love, stability, laughter, happiness, and joy.
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