Wow. Today I received some news that has me reeling. I am not really going to blog about it. But I am numb and scared.

Life is so fragile and one thing can permanently shatter the gossamer bond between what we believe to be true and what is reality. I want to cry. Cry for everything and everyone. Cry for every injustice, every victim, winners, losers, cry for the frailty of life, cry for the permanence of death...

I have a splitting headache. It only makes sense to retreat to a deep slumber and hopefully this nightmare will go away by the time I wake up. My life is a horror movie under normal circumstances. Now it has gotten even scarier. A nightmare encased within a bad dream. I'm every hopeful that I will wake up. Please.. Please let me wake up.